I'm Single, I still remember the day we break, the reaction he reacted, the feeling inside my heart. Well, its raining now. He told me he still love me but actually he loved me. He already losted feelings for me, and he didn't told me. He promise me that he would tell me, but perhaps he was keeping empty promises again and again.
How many times is he going to do this over and over again? If he see this, he might be asking himself "I didn't lied to her before." or "I didn't know she have been keeping this in her heart" Ivan, knowing this now is late, really late. It seem that you don't know me well. Its okay, i think its not really a need now. Since we aren't together anymore. Right?
Today, is our 2month anni (if we are still together), remember Ivan? No. I don't think you will be remembering it too. You always forget things i told you, important things. You never remember!
You always said that you would be texting me back later because something came up, but you didn't mean your words. You never, you would only text me back the next day. Is later that long!? I don't think so, you should tell me tmr text me back or something. If you don't, you know i would be there waiting foolishly, you don't know right? I would sit infront of my phone, see the time, asking myself "When is later?" "Is he going to reply?" Until, when I'm going to bed then i will realised that you didn't mean it. And i would be sad, utterly sad. Real sad. I would even think of cutting.
I hate texting you first, really. Can't you be more automatic? You cannot isit? That hard? I wonder how you pass your day? I wonder how many times you think about times we spend together. But now, maybe i don't need to think this things anymore...
Hope you would treat your next girlfriend more serious, and better then me. Its good bye now (even if i can't bear to leave you) Bye friend...
Till Next Time.

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